I am more selfish than I would like to admit.
Because I have this biggest fear: it is when you found something so cool, and all the other people would find your thing cool, too, the next thing would be them pushing you out of the scene, thinking you are not cool enough to like the same thing.
The same when somebody find you cool and then another cool thing arrives, you get taken for granted.
I have only few important things with me. Being selfish is good sometimes. I get to keep the things of my very young life for myself alone. But more often, it makes me a psychedelic freak. Because most of MY things really never meant anything to anyone but me.
I don't know. Do you hate me?
I do. I hate myself.
Or maybe it's my grubby, sensitive and insecure alter ego.
(Maybe I can't be with you forever..
Go and build your future somewhere else, Emily!)
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Because I have this biggest fear: it is when you found something so cool, and all the other people would find your thing cool, too, the next thing would be them pushing you out of the scene, thinking you are not cool enough to like the same thing.
The same when somebody find you cool and then another cool thing arrives, you get taken for granted.
I have only few important things with me. Being selfish is good sometimes. I get to keep the things of my very young life for myself alone. But more often, it makes me a psychedelic freak. Because most of MY things really never meant anything to anyone but me.
I don't know. Do you hate me?
I do. I hate myself.
Or maybe it's my grubby, sensitive and insecure alter ego.
(Maybe I can't be with you forever..
Go and build your future somewhere else, Emily!)
